Jacquelyn
Thank you DIANE,
For your voice gave me "hope".
I finally feel like just maybe I am NOT CRAZY...
After Dr after Dr telling me I have generalized anxiety disorder take EFFexor... I started to wonder maybe I am just plain insane and it is all in my head. NOW I know what I feel is "real" and my pain and suffering is felt by others.
How does one keep a job? How does one fly and go on vacation? How does one visit friends and family at the holidays or at anytime? How does one go to the grocery store...
I am having a harder and harder time doing any "life stuff". I either Am in my little 620 sq ft apt I made "safe" after selling my home or OUTSIDE in the woods.
I am having more and more problems with reactions at work from perfume, scented laundry products. I work in a hospital I am an RN not practicing patient care any longer. I am doing paper work but having more problems at work. I go outside in the "parks" to get away from neighbors and their laundry vents...or chemicals used by them on their grass...
I have to AVOID all the things I once loved so very much...if family and friends don’t change for me, how do I expect a stranger to???
Very sad indeed - full recognition is required now.


